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Friday, March 13, 2009

This is part one of my story: ( comment ppl!)

“Yawn!” I ruffled my messy hair as I rose up from my bed, my brunette curls falling down to my back. I looked left and right in my room, it had a pale pink and purple paint over the walls, it was untidy as usual, my clothes and assignments thrown all over the place. You could also see that it was as empty as an abandoned house, since I did not have much interest in any celebrities or whatsoever. Pretty strange for a teenager though.

I reached out for the window, opening it, a light; gentle breeze blew through the window, rushing towards my face. I felt refreshed yet tired from last night’s sleep. I had dreamt of the weirdest thing last night, it had never appeared in my mind before except that one time. The background was a dark, gloomy forest which I normally dare not venture off alone, but I wasn’t by myself, I was with this stunning boy I had never met. We were gazing intensely into each other’s eyes, and then suddenly he disappeared into mid air. It felt so realistic, no doubt was it a dream until I woke up…

“Does it mean anything?” I thought, but soon I had long forgotten about it and started my daily routine. I got dressed in a sleeveless, white, laced top with matching jeans and a pair of Nike sneakers and dashed down for breakfast. Once in the kitchen, I couldn’t see my father reading the morning paper, my mum making coffee or smell her pancakes. “That’s weird!” I exclaimed, and then I noticed a piece of note stuck onto the fridge.
It was from mum, it wrote: "Honey, your father and I have gone out for a while. We might be back in the evening. You are a big girl now, why don’t you go and buy yourself breakfast and lunch. I have left $35 on the dining table. Love you!"

I crushed the note up and threw it into the dustbin, grabbed the $35 on the dinning table and rushed out of my crappy house. I was about to head to McDonalds for a cheeseburger but something was pulling me elsewhere like a strong magnet, the force exerting on me was too powerful, I couldn’t disobey, my brain reacted in the same way despite of my silent disagreement. I had no idea where I was going, walking aimlessly in an unfamiliar street. Though I didn’t know where I was heading, my body and brain sure did, it was as if something had taken over me, leading me to somewhere but who knows where?

My body and legs had a mind of itself, knowing exactly which corner to turn, where to step, I had no control over them. I may sound stupid to many, but I was literally afraid of myself and sensed no good that was approaching in my near future. After struggling, I finally gave in to my legs as it carried me to that mystery destination that I was soon to find out but hopefully not…
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*End of Part 1*


Faded Away... [9:03 AM]
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Never will know the Real Me...

Emotionless self

I'm a brunette. Blackish eyes. Fair Skin.

I'm living in a world of split personalities

Quotes

I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside...
A world of confusion blinding me from reality...

Heartfelt lyrics

Someone told me that love would all save us. But how can that be, look what love gave us. A world full of killing, n' blood-spilling that world never came. - Nickelback (Hero)

Never was and never will be. You don’t know how you betrayed me, and somehow you’ve got everybody fooled. - Evanescence (Everybody's fool)

My peeps

Wenxi ❤ Naomi & Joan ❤ Amira wolf ❤ Xue Min ❤ Ada ❤ Clarissa ❤ Najla ❤ Naomi ❤ Jon ❤ Joan ❤ Sharon ❤ Shi Qi ❤ Zhixin ❤ Natalie Loke ❤ 6I ❤ Aby ❤ Cheryn ❤ 6J ^_^ Yong Qing ❤ Su Ying ❤ Astrid❤ Stephanie❤ Megan❤

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