Don't be deceived by looks...

Friday, January 1, 2010

Hey guys! I haven't been posting in a while...I won't be suprise if u rarely visit my blog now...I'm just so lazy...but I'm gonna turn over a new leaf and be an efficient, attentive and hardworking student from now on. I gotta study hard and get a Scholarship!??!!!??? MGS school fees is like freaking HIGH. $290 a month are u kidding me!!!!???!!! But hopefully it will be money well spent and i will do well in MGS... Hmpm...well....???....
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My story: (Enjoy it!)
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Warning: Content may not be very decent i think...Credits to the fighting scene and kissing scene to Mibba stories and The Host
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Her petite body was inches away from mine as she launched herself towards me. I attempted to run, hoping I could outrun her. I hesitated just a second too long, suddenly small yet forceful fingers clutched at my ankle. I yanked against the pull, lurching forward. I stumbled, and the momentum that threw me onto the floor made her tight grasp slip. Holding onto my shoe, I kicked it off and made my escape…
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I sprinted toward the door. Adrenaline and hope pulsed through my veins; my heart was beating at an unbelievably fast pace. I could hear my grandmother’s heavy breath close behind but not close enough to reach me. With each step, I pushed harder against the ground, throwing myself ahead of her…
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I was just a few feet away from the door…

Maybe I could actually make it? I could survive this…

That’s when a pair of strong hands strangled my throat, choking me, unable to breathe. With one slight push of my head, she threw me onto the floor. Blood trickled down my bleeding forehead; everything seemed blur as a wave of nausea hit me… Pain numbed all my feelings.
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With the wooden cross still clutched tightly in her hands, her muscles tensed up and the blue -green veins were clearly visible on her skin. Her lips were pulled back into a line and her wrinkled face made her look much older than she was. The scariest of them all was her eyes, overwhelmed with bloodlust. Her eyes were pitch-black and had a red pupil with yellow spikes around it. She stared harshly into mine, as if reading my soul and body… it was difficult not to look away although it scared me shitless.
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Fear was clearly shown in my eyes. Since she gave out a menacing laugh which echoed throughout the living room…

“Look at you. You…you MONSTER…”

she said through gritted teeth. Ready to plunge the wooden cross down into my heart…
I caught hold of the cross just a few centimeters before it could touch my chest. I jerked the cross out of her hands with much force. Her expression still filled with rage and fury. She jumped onto me, clawing me with her sharp finger nails to make me drop the cross. Something came over me; I kicked my grandmother full on in the stomach, knocking her into a wall. She collapsed on the floor unconscious; blood dripped down her mouth and was splattered at every corner of the house…

“Wha…Wa….What have I done?”

looking down at my own hands and back to my grandmother.

I’m a murderer? No…no…I couldn’t be…NO!!!!

Then, I heard a soft groan coming from my grandmother.

She’s waking. We need to leave now!!! Before it’s too late…

I ran for the door, safely making my exit out of that death place. Darkness had already enveloped the sky, I couldn’t see anything. I felt blood still trickling down my forehead and seeping into my shirt. A pair of muscular hands was suddenly wrapped around my waist, squeezing me against his hard chest. Someone’s tongue was licking up the blood on my forehead, it was wrong but it felt so good… His curious hands went up my shirt, feeling his cool touch on my stomach. His tongue wondered all around my blood soaked top.

“Mmm…” he moaned, licking it clean.

He pulled me closer, our chests were touching. He lowered his head with one hand on my waist and the other gently tilting my face towards his. I gazed up into his eyes, and he looked down on mine…

This is wrong…you shouldn’t be doing this

Soft, tender lips came upon mine. It felt oddly…Nice… The way it moved along with my lips and the rhythm of our bodies. My idle hands unconsciously found its way to his neck, pulling myself closer to him, deepening the kiss. My fingers ran through his silky hair.

KICK him! PUNCH him! Just GET AWAY from him!

The small voice in my head was screaming at me…

Faded Away... [4:55 AM]
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Never will know the Real Me...

Emotionless self

I'm a brunette. Blackish eyes. Fair Skin.

I'm living in a world of split personalities

Quotes

I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside...
A world of confusion blinding me from reality...

Heartfelt lyrics

Someone told me that love would all save us. But how can that be, look what love gave us. A world full of killing, n' blood-spilling that world never came. - Nickelback (Hero)

Never was and never will be. You don’t know how you betrayed me, and somehow you’ve got everybody fooled. - Evanescence (Everybody's fool)

My peeps

Wenxi ❤ Naomi & Joan ❤ Amira wolf ❤ Xue Min ❤ Ada ❤ Clarissa ❤ Najla ❤ Naomi ❤ Jon ❤ Joan ❤ Sharon ❤ Shi Qi ❤ Zhixin ❤ Natalie Loke ❤ 6I ❤ Aby ❤ Cheryn ❤ 6J ^_^ Yong Qing ❤ Su Ying ❤ Astrid❤ Stephanie❤ Megan❤

Credits

Designer, and VK.net for the blog starter.

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